I remember the 1st turning point I had in character.

It was 10

I used to be hyper and very intrusive. Excited that anyone would be around me. I was also very, very sensitive and curious. 

The turning point came when a botched union of my cousin’s on my mom’s side came and met my cousin’s on my dad’s side. I thought they get along but for some reason it became a blood and crip war outta no where. Couple days later my cousin Kashief and I were hanging out and he called me out trying to say that I was fake because I hung with my cousin’s on my mom’s side more.

The real was no one on my fathers side liked me anyway. They thought I was weird and annoying. 

It came to pass when he said that.

“That’s why no one likes your weird ass!”

That was the time I started being more quite and distant from folks. 

memories.